Just am

That's how I feel today. Not too much going on other than that.

New Year

So, it's the New Year... I guess I should start writing...

I can't really wrap my head around anything since I seem foggy all of the time. I'm actually really bothered by all of the fog... I'm hoping that it all goes away, but I'm not sure. It feels permanent. I hope not.

Anyways, what to write! I don't know. I could work on some stuff that I had before, but now it doesn't seem like such a good idea. Maybe I'm just being silly. My ideas aren't bad, I guess I've just either outgrown the stories or just don't feel like writing them. 

Well, it's back to the grind house.i need to sit down and figure out what I'm going to do. Hopefully I figure it out sooner rather than later.

When

When am I going to start writing?!?

I don't know

... what to write. Im just sitting here, enjoying my rum and coke, all the whole daydreaming for a better life. I'm kind of bored.  There isn't anything on TV and there isn't anyone else at the bar to take my mind off of anything I've got going on.

I have ideas... lots of ideas. I wonder if it's worth it to put any of them towards fruition. In the meantime, I'm just chillin', drinking my rum and coke, and wondering about my future.

Write again

I'm bored. I'm at the bar again, yes 1 week later. I don't know if I should order food or wait until later. Until then, I'm just bored. I should write a book, so then I could make some money. But I don't know. I've been contemplating a lot lately, and I dont know if I have a book in me. I have some good ideas though. We'll see. Until then, I'm just drinking.