Write

I felt like writing again! I'm drunk. I just wanted to say what's up?!? And that I'm doing ok. I dont want to amount to anything. I just want to be. Be drunk. And tired. And a little sloppy. I'm sloppy right now. And it feels good.  I'm sloppy drunk. I have catch the bus. Ew, I should have a car. So I can drive home drunk.  Oh boy.  What am I saying. I'm just a mess. 

Again

So I'm at the bar, again. I really need to find something to do with my spare time, lol.

I was looking over some Millionaire stories on Instagram... they provide inspiration for me to go out and write a book, I guess. I dont know. I'm just too lazy. Plus, I'm dealing with this crazy insomnia... oh boy. I feel like I can write regardless, but I'm lazy. That's not an excuse.

I really would like to make some money, but I'm struggling. The Millionaire stories provide inspiration... I know I can do it, I'm just too lazy. Not an excuse, but it's my reality. 

Ugh. If only I could do better.

Whatever

I just thought that I would blog today after years of being away. I'm at Fridays, having a Cosmopolitan. It tastes really good, as I haven't had a Cosmo in awhile. 

Life has been hard since I've been away. I'm trying to find a way out of darkness, but it's been hard. A lottery win might make everything better, but I can't rely on that.

I just wanted to say cheers today. It's almost my birthday - so the Cosmo is a nice gift for turning 47 years old in a week. Man, I'm old!

Hello (aura, aura, aura)

Note to the public: I am not dead. 

I've been on a mighty quest for the last 3 years which included hell, fireballs and life ending strategy. 

Currently, I am awaiting a turn for Jesus b/c someone has decided to be famous for nothing. Apparently his feelings were hurt and I deserved Satan's wrath. 

From what I understand, if I put something on social media, he'll fall to the earth and descend into chaos in the media the right way. 

Thank you. It's about time. 

PS - My loins appreciated it... 😀😀😀😀😀

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